Ahhh this is driving me nuts! The reason I haven’t posted anything on here in a while is because I am trying to finish up a project I promised both you guys and Rupee a long time ago. But either I get distracted or I don’t have any inspiration whatsoever to write/edit said project. 

You might know what I’m talking about, but just in case you don’t I’m going to keep it to myself until I post the rest of it because it’s embarrassing.

You don’t have to read this post any further if you don’t want to, it’s mostly just a pep talk to myself to finish this gosh darn dji4iwjhkd project!!! 

For some reason over the last two weeks it has been excruciatingly hard to get anything written down, let alone a full idea. As soon as I pass the seven page mark on any project I attempt to work on it’s as if I have suddenly realized everything I’ve written up till that point is trash and I must get rid of it immediately! Except I can’t do that because deleting something feels too permanent so I just have sixteen documents saved under the same name in the same file and I’m starting to lose my mind!

BUT NO MORE! Today I will finish the rest of my project, post it for all of you to see, and cringe only a little– (a lot kind of little). It’s going to be great! No more internet, I’m shutting it off after I post this; I almost did it just now but that wouldn’t have worked out in your favor. Because this is thrilling.

I know. 

Really this rambling bit of procrastination is really putting “useless” in the title of this blog. 

Okay, I’m going to do it. I really am. And if I don’t complete it by tonight…

Rupee, if you’re reading this, I will clean the bathroom in our apartment for a month! 

Ew, that’s true incentive right there. I hate cleaning bathrooms 😦

TO WORK! HUZZAH!

Mel